Tuesday, March 25, 2008 - 9:48 AM
Every morning is carried out in a constant blur, as if my mind's disconnected from the body, absent from its "working station".
Why is this so, is it cos i'm neglecting thinking conciously for life in general, or am i just zonking out, turning into a blank, just to prevent thoughts of life from becoming over powering, which can take its toll on the heart.
I dunno, maybe sometimes i don't think of life because i'm scared to think, or maybe i'm just lazy, being very carefree about life in general, or maybe, my mind is just like a mirror to my inner desire, reflecting the need to be completly at peace and reflecting the need to be at a state of calmness, to get outta the chaotic and noisy world.
ok time to get back to work, back to intern hell heh....
