thats it man.. i ain't gonna run no more, its time to face battles man, time to pick up my weapon and go for war. You heard it right maurice i ain't gonna run no more man, thats partly why i wanted a fresh blog as a new start, a new start to facing the inner demons, slaying them down one by one. I ain't gonna let my brother, friends worry bout me no more, no more depression/sadness/shitty thoughts, no more i say, i'm gonna win this war... just watch me... anyways see ya in church next sunday maurice thats my renewed word.........

You belong to me by jason wade
See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
Just remember darling all the while
You belong to me

Verse 2
See the market place in old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember when a dream appears
You belong to me

Bridge

And I'd be so alone without you

Maybe you'd be lonesome, too

Verse 3
Fly the ocean in a silver plane
See the jungle when it's wet with rain
Just remember 'til you're home again
You belong to me...


damn nice song, with all so better lyrics

what a noisy place the world has become, just all so noisy.
yea random, but true. how i wish the world could be quiter, coz this noisy world's giving me a headache... until that wish comes true i'll just turn to martin taylor on my ipod for that sense of peace...........

well it was a fun last 3 days of the holidays i must say, friday spent training and attending cell, then saturday, had music ministry meeting at brekos, then went out wid clem chua, which a haven't seen in ages, its was gd to know that he was still alive and well, yea, slacked around in town wid him till like 4, saw meiling, leslie and xi yao while towining, went home and decided to go cycling, so yea had a short 3 hour evening cycle with joe ong down the singapore river, to esplanade, saw the NDP rehersal from esplande, then headed down to plaza sing.'s cafe cartel for dinner, then headed back home, grabbed my stuff and headed over to jon wong's house for a stayover, well i must say it was a great stayover, a great way to end the holidays, just the 3 of us(me jon and james), sitting on his rooftop, watch the world go by, and chat about life, memoriable indeed. woke up the next morning for church, attened the charismatic worship at the upper room, which was not bad, then haeded off to town for lunch with kaye and maurice and mah zhen you, then yea headed home to slp, was supposed to wake up for games but i guess i was just too tired, so yea i slept till like 6, slacked around, and went for dinner wid my family at the funan thai food place again, 2 words for that place, GOOD SHIT... haha okok school's in like 10 hours' time, better go slp man nights world...

well had a fitness session this morning instead of gymming coz yea too lazy to do weight lifting... after that ZW came over to my house and slacked till around 4, then met up with selwyn, dionne and amy at marina square to have dinner...well ate at food republic at suntec which was freaking ex... heh... then slacked around town, and yea then headed home... and yea AMY KEPT BULLYING ME BY KICKING MY ARSE... AMY THE KAH TEH BULLY!!

well the past few days have been some what monotonous hanging around town, and derrick's house... well its the holidays what to say, and its ending in bout 4 days (T.T)......well managed to go to the beach with ZW, derrick and selwyn on monday to have some rest and relaxation... today ended up making a trip to justin's house at bishan and back home at 8pm in the morning due to miscommunication, coz i tought there was project meeting in the morning.. haha quite comical... ben wong came over to my house for a while to pass me the gum he bought for me from japan, thanks dude.. and yea headed off to derrick's again, played tennis, watched goal 2(kinda sucked) and yea had dinner in town... gymming tmr man, really need to get healthier, since damien's gonna coach us... i scared... here's some pics of the week

mug shot of derrick with his fake body and cardboard girlfriend haha

and again

derrick and zhi wei pranking around on the bus flashing ppl while on the second lvl of the double decker bus, yes the whole group of us do do stupid things at times

and again

well what i thought was once considered history has yet again made another come back to haunt me...its back, those gloomy dark clouds hover over me, as i curl up in a corner, wishing it'll all go away, wishing it would just leave me... it eats me, from the inside out, consuming every single reason for happiness, every momentary joy, all gone, and it replaces in those places, sadness, stress, sorrow, doubt...
with it comes meangingless in life, and endless questions on why life's such, so if one day if i just can't take it no more, i just hope i don't give in to the easy way outta life, and just say 'screw this life' and then bye world... i just hate it, hate it like hell...i don't think i deserved this, my life's really a joke, as if i'm the tool of an experiment which proves the limit of human's stress level before they explode...my life's shit,lets just put it straight, and right now i'm just fighting the shit day in day out, i just pray i dun run outta strength, i just hope i don't... life, yea its overated, yea one more? love, yea its overated too....

well had rugby training yesterday and guess who came down to give us a tok, the black devil himself damien pierera ... oh my sons training is soo gonna be siong from now ons man... well today went to meet zhi wei and selwyn in town, slacked around, then met up wid alicia, amy and dionne to watch ocean's 13, well i must say it was super heh well i must say amy and dionne look "cool" wid their new haircuts(pls note the inverted commars).... lol well oh yes i'm helping amy post something which is that my father said that they're kah teh which means short in hokkien after dropping them off..LOL 'KAH TEH' DUO

well met up with zhi wei, mei ling,amy and dionne at bugis for lunch @ pasta mania, and went to haji lane after that... well then we wanted to go to town, but got sorta lost on the way hahah but yea managed to get to town in the end... walked around orchad, and chatted a lil, and then we all(except mei ling who pangsaied us) met up with my church friends kaye and maurice to watch fantastic 4: the rise of the silver surfer, it was great meeting up with them, haven't seen them in quite a bit, since i have been trading fridays for either training or relaxing days hahah... well here's some photos of the day...


amy and dionne @ some haji lane botique

amy and dionne in the bus

haji lane

LESBIANISM!!! by amy and dionne

mei ling zhi wei and dionne in the bus

some shop at haji lane


somewhere near SCC


mei ling and amy and dionne at the bus stop

the view of orchad from zara @ liat towers

my perception of my future:












yea thats my perception of my future currently, its just a void, i dunno what to do or where would i end up, dunnno whether i'll be rich or poor, dunno whether i'll be attached or single, dunno whether i'll be alive or dead.. yea kinda sad right? not for me, although i'm very uncertain about my future, i do know one thing, and that God's
in control of it...

well met up with kc, kj, kingston, oats, ian, and jiahao at ps last night to go to day bed bar to celebrate jeremy's bday, haha had a tough time waiting for taxi at park mall, and we ended up calling a maxi cab heh.. well the bar had cool interior man and super chill out day beds haha thus their name day bed bar lol but yea cool atmosphere.. had 2 beers and a shot, quite ex man the place... yea ended up chit chatting at the closed kopi shop nearby with kingston and oats for a while before the rest came and joined us then we ended up leaving after chatting as a big group heh... well here's some pics of last night, couldn't get much pics of the inside, it was too dark, plus my phone doesn't have a flash yea...

the counter at day bed bar, cool candle shot

kingston and oats outside day bed bar

me out side day bed bar

my pet which i found at the kopi tiam hahah damn friendly cat

my pet stretching


yea that was all the pics i got..had 4 hours of slp last night and had to go to school for project work, and yea had lunch with the project work ppl mei ling, audris, and yvonne at holland v then yea came home to slack, tomorrow training woooooooOOOOoooOOOOOooooOOOooOOooooOOOOO

well, haven't been blogging for the past few days so yea here's some pics to update u guys..
thursday, went jamming wid the dudes, pic of the place near the jamming sudio


friday, ZW,ML,selwyn, dionne,alvin, alicia, amy, me and jag met up for some post exam stress relief heh we met at 530 and went outtill 11 plus, and yea had some drinks at home club, which sux, they didn't give me back my change...

Alicia and ML with their ice creams from macs at taka, at around 6


ML wid her ice cream(mug shot)

dionne, she had an ice cream in her hand, not in the pic..

alvin and ML horsing around at paragon, outside toys 'r' us

us at paragon, emo shot, done by me

paragon walkway, took it coz it looked cool heh!


us, in false colours, was bored and playin around wid my phone

some pottery in the garden at paragon roof top

supposed to be an emo shot but ZW ruined it


then around 8 we went to boat quay, and mei ling went to find her dad
this was where her dad was at, the coffee shop near the car park

took this while i was stuck in the center of white bridge road, trying to cross


then we went to chippy's at the new shopping center on top of clarke quay, quite nice place

selwyn at chippy's


then we finally decided to go to home club to have a few drinks, around 9 plus
meling and alicia

amy and dionne mug shot

amy and dionne


me and zhi wei


selwyn and jag



today, saturday, i spent the whole day at derrick's and nie, with zhi wei and derrick, we were at nie watching a rugby match and pactising rugby kicks..after that had dinner at derrick's place, then went town

on our way to town our bus collided into the bus in front, near newton circus..and the windscreen of the bus infront broke below are the pics..

well this was my prison for the past few days, one week to be exact...u can see in the photograph, prison issue bread bun and a cup of coffee, yea tests sux man that pic was like taken at 2 am yesterday night, while i was having a break from my blaw...

well it was quite scary yesterday night, slept at 2 plus am, but i could feel my brain not at rest, like it kept going on and on thinking about business law stuff,so yea i also ended up waking up every half an hour like real suddenly, and say out stuff related to blaw, like at 330am i remembered suddenly waking up and saying : WHATS NON EST FACTUM" real freaky shit i tell ya i thought i was on the verge of going mental...
well fmgt and stats were easy peasy, but not HRM and BLaw...so yea sucks.. anyways its OVER AND I"M FREE... woooooooOOOOOoooOOOOoooOOOOOOooooOOOOOOOOOooo

well the sunday before FMGT test hahah and this is how it was spent, church in the morning, then studyin wid Z.W. alicia, amy and dionne, here's some pics of the day

me and lisa in service

lisa in service

joseph ong in service

us, the studyin bunch, alicia's missing from the pic

the the people who were supposedly studying(more like drawing on my hand la...)

the gingerbread man!

dionne trying to make the gingerbreadman smoke fries

i love the gingerbreadman

eating the ginerbreadman

makin it


making the star wars snow walker or watever u call it

end product



me and paper boob

me and z.w.


me with "boob"

me and zhi wei comparing "boob" size

Name: Dean Saechang Xian Dong
Age: 18
Schools: acjs.acs(br).Ngee Ann Poly School of BA
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