Wednesday, November 28, 2007 - 9:33 PM
wells, first i must say a lot has happened today, should be enough to take me down emotionally, but yea i somehow survived, and that i'm greatful to the Lord.
to A, i still think you are the best thing that has happened to me after all that has happened, and i mean it, i hope that in the future a miracle will happen, i really do hope, i'm still the same, i still feel the same, i promise.... i hope that you know that, and i hope that you'll come to realise that one day, and that i'll always be waiting.... enuff said, i need my rest
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 - 12:44 AM
its 12:48 am but i just can't sleep, i awoke to the cold sweat dripping down my back,only to realise that fear had gotten the better of me...its as if the devil himself had grip over my weakness exploiting me in it, but yet again i told myself, how could it be, the dream just seemed too real, its surrealness kept it alive in my mind, and like a broken record player it just went on,over and over again, each time i closed my eyes...
i dared not sleep, fearing the fear would grip me again,oh how i wish it would go away, this near insanity feeling, it was just too much for me to take, thus its taking its toll on me....
i want to appologise,for i'm just too stubborn i guess, i can't comprehand it, i wish i could,but i guess i'm just too lousy to even grasp the slightest idea of it, and i do really hate myself for it, for my stubborness has caused you discomfort, and anger.....
i !$$%ing hate myself
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 - 11:18 PM
what do you do when your friends are far away, and you're put in a uncomfortable spot?? well simple, you suffer in silence..
Monday, November 12, 2007 - 10:53 AM
wells i know i haven't bloged in some time, partly cause i'm lazy and partly cause i've been out most of the time, so yea not much time to blog...
Saturday, November 3, 2007 - 11:27 AM
wells one night of struggle, but i learnt something from that night... that is to learn to trust others for their words...
Friday, November 2, 2007 - 12:15 PM
cold sweat trickled down my neck, as i sat up on my bed, eyes bloodshot, face filled with fear, and i told myself, that was one heck of a nightmare, it all seemed so real, it all seemed so relatable....
i collapsed back on to the bed, starring back into darkness of the night, telling myself " relax its all just a dream, get back to sleep, you need the sleep". I tried to sleep, closing my eyes, but the dream just kept on replaying in my mind, like a broken record player, it went on and on, forcing me back to my consciousness....
time flew by, minutes ticked away, soon it was hours, and finally the light of the day found itself into the morning sky, i told myself, what a shitty night, and what a shitty day of school i have to get to...
Thursday, November 1, 2007 - 11:20 PM
as demanded by amanda, here goes this quiz
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