my heart, filled with joy
a smile on my face, warming like the sun
life suddenly became so meaningfull,
when i realised, that on the cross,
love was redefined, reinvented,
if only, if only the world could comprehend...

wells, spent 3pm to 1050 helping out with One, tomorrow's thanksgiving event for church. I must say it was super tiring, but yea, admist the music coming from the practise, i managed to hear God, and His soft calling, it made me realise, what a fool i've been, and if only i just stopped to listen, block out the noisy world, and just listen.....
i dunno why, but i'm just filled with joy and calmness at the moment, it feels like God just wants me to be happy...

i've got a smile on my face, a glide in my stride,
i'm tasting His grace, and i'm walking by faith...

just hate me and get over and done with it already damn it....

i have noticed 2 things over the past days...
1) i get damn cranky and easily frustrated or annoyed when i'm sleep deprived

2) i get pissed when i don't get personal space, so yea people who are nosy watch out..

anyways on a seperate note, here's some pics from the concert thingy i went to organised by denise....

wells some pics taken over the week, studyin at school with zhiwei jon brice and faris, then some shots from the jamming studio, emo shot while the van was moving anf the door was opened haha and erms yea christmas lights at orchad

just a random thought crossed by my mind today, and i thought i should blog about it, here it goes:
its ironic how humans sometimes try so hard to relate their lives to movies, i mean most movies are somewhat fantasy after all, in comparison to what life really is, mostly cruel and filled with emotional roller coasters, soo unlike the world of movie fantasy. The danger of this irony comes where people try too hard to finish their chapters of life with similar endings of the movies, they end up trying their very best, best most of the time just to find themselves fallen, face first, in a difficult spot, hard to pick themselves up.

wells... life's gonna be great from now on, coz i said so... thank God for friends and no thanks for you

ok thanks for the words you said to me, A, thanks a lot, i guess i really am an asshole, and i really still am the same as clarence even he left you for his ex when i left you for no one, and i left you cause you told me i deserved better and that i should have moved on, i did what you told me to, so yea i guess i still am an ass no matter what i do or choose, i dun wanna know wat to do or say anymore, i guess i'm a jerk... there i agreed to your view of me, does that help you or make you happy, and does it make you happy to know that i'm so sick and tired of trying to solve or help you solve your problem that i wished i never did existed, does it??? i'm feeling real lousy about myself if you must know.... thanks, really thanks

wells , just came back youth camp, it sure was fun, especially after one year of not attending any church camps... heh... wells here are some pics...

charlotte giving her signature death stare
the speaker giving some talk
the camp commandant, about to eat the camera
zhen yang, he obviously needs to learn to open his eyes in the morning heh!

Name: Dean Saechang Xian Dong
Age: 18
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