Tuesday, January 29, 2008 - 11:57 PM
when you feel as if you have the so much responsibilities on your hand, you'll find it hard to sleep, and hard to be at ease...
Saturday, January 12, 2008 - 11:17 PM
"Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe" - Phillipians 2:14-15
this was the main scripture for YAM's stakeholder's meeting today, and i must say it holds so much truth, and it only got to me after much thought, 4 hours after hearing it thought, on the bus home, pain and grief struck me, it felt as if sadness just gripped me and didn't want to let go, so i questioned the Lord, what is this grief that you out in me Lord.... after going through much thought about the whole situation, it finally hit me, how perverse this world really was, and how it just saddens the Lord, i guess what i felt what just a minor fraction of the sadness the Lord feels towards how much this world has changed for the worse...
with that in mind, i knew that He's definately trying to tell me something important, i believe the general message that He was conveying to me was; now's the time, now's the time for correction, for changes to made, so that in such crooked times, i can be found blameless and pure in His eyes, to be a true child of God...
i guess this does mean a lot to me, given that this year is a year filled with many trials, and the many great plans that God has for me. I'm sure of it, it was shown to me since new year's eve, in service, what the Lord has planned for me, so yes, now's the time for change, now's the time to pick up that cross, and be what He wants me to be...
one last piece of scripture, which i feel is relevant to this whole issue...
"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will" - Romans 12:2
Lord, i pray for strength, to carry out Thy will, and to face the temptations which follows..
Monday, January 7, 2008 - 10:17 AM
wells,its back to school already, and its like the 2nd week... this is bad, i'm still stuck on holiday mode, not wanting to do much revision, with exams in 4 weeks, i need to step up and snap outta this holiday mode man...
but yea at lest life's been great so far this year, besides my dislocated 4th finger...
