Monday, June 18, 2007 - 8:47 PM
well what i thought was once considered history has yet again made another come back to haunt me...its back, those gloomy dark clouds hover over me, as i curl up in a corner, wishing it'll all go away, wishing it would just leave me... it eats me, from the inside out, consuming every single reason for happiness, every momentary joy, all gone, and it replaces in those places, sadness, stress, sorrow, doubt...
with it comes meangingless in life, and endless questions on why life's such, so if one day if i just can't take it no more, i just hope i don't give in to the easy way outta life, and just say 'screw this life' and then bye world... i just hate it, hate it like hell...i don't think i deserved this, my life's really a joke, as if i'm the tool of an experiment which proves the limit of human's stress level before they explode...my life's shit,lets just put it straight, and right now i'm just fighting the shit day in day out, i just pray i dun run outta strength, i just hope i don't... life, yea its overated, yea one more? love, yea its overated too....